It's my birthday :)
I'm only going to have one friend over, though. Someday I'm gonna have this huge party and invite like 20 people over or something! It's gonna be total crazyness. Current Mood: excited
So today was pretty screwed up. We had an assembly in the gym, where we watched this weird movie about bullying. Some asshole punched this shy kid's lights out, his face was all bloody and he also had 3 teeth knocked out and his cheek bone broken. He had to get his jaw wired shut, and even then, people were making fun of him because he couldn't talk right.
And this other part in the movie had two people, a drunk guy and his buddies in one car, and a girl in the other who were involved in a head-on collision. The girl was trapped under the crushed car dashboard and as it was flaming, she nearly burned to death. But she didn't. She's still alive.
But all her face is gone, it's so hard to describe...It's horrible. And she was so beautiful too, before that happened.
The nightmares I'm going to have...holy shit. I can't get the image of her face out of my head...
One of my best friends is moving away, but I've stayed optimistic. It seems mean to say, but I might not miss him that much. It's so stupid, because his little sister told my little sister that he liked me. And of course she blabbed it to me, so now I'm feeling completely weird. I try not to act weird around him, though. Is it obvious that I don't like him that way? I want to, but I just can't. Current Mood: haunted